The Realization

As I gain more and more experience in the sissy world, the less and less I desire to be male...

I could stay like this all day

As much as I used to fight it in the past, I know now one can never fight the truth...

Unfortunately true

My desires have swayed so far in the sissy faggot direction, that they no longer sway back...

Too bad I don't have the tits to match

In fact, I've never really desired pussy...

Yes Ma'am!

Partly due to certain...inadequacies...

My clit.

And what that ultimately meant...

I imagine I wouldn't fit much anyway.

And the other part?

What's wrong with a nice yummy hard-on?

Women no longer tempt nor faze me...

Nope.  But I do have that same skirt.

And I'm perfectly fine with that... 

Not unless I can borrow them.

I've realized what I am now...

And I can smile.

Lucy, November 2013

Point Of No Return

For a closeted sissy fag, you'd think there would be only so far she could go... 

Hiding our shame, hoping we're not caught.

But a sissy girl can only hide behind her computer or a phone for so long...

Toys are merely the training tools for a sissy's reality...

And self- pleasure only goes so far...

Eventually a girl has to venture off for cock...

Finally...my purposed fulfilled

For so long, our panties would moisten at the mere thought of a REAL MAN'S COCK...

Another pair I have to hand wash

So it was finally time to find what was left of my balls and meet a real Man.

Let me look.  I pushed them up inside me.  I hope they didn't burst.

So, I contacted a local Man with whom I speak with from time to time...and set up a date...

"I'm waiting, bitch..."

I got dressed...

Always.  Indeed.

I popped the pills I ought take regularly but pussy out...yet for this, I needed them...

Being in chastity certainly made me yearn for it more...

It's time I handed over my key.

Applied a little makeup...

This should bring out my sissy DSLs.

Then went for a drive...to my Man's house.

It's a good thing it was late...

When I arrived, the first thing he did was kiss me...and I instantly melted...

Nothing more intimate than a Man's kiss...

He then went down and cupped my budding breasts...and proceeded to suck on my nipples...

Hurts so good...

Then, once he was ready, he pushed me to my knees...and I knew what I had to do...I knew my place...

So yumm....

And I remained in my place for the rest of the night.

Working on my gag reflex.

Holding The Chain

For every sissy, behind her is an extremely Superior Dom...

Kept in our place

For some of us, we lack the discipline to be the gurls we need to be on our own...

Stiff Preparation

I will admit...I am one of those gurls...

This was not accomplished alone

For all the years I have been a sissy, all that I have become is because of another Man or Men telling me what to do and how...

I was told to make this pose

I've been told how to exercise to achieve a more feminine form...

I wish...

I've been told to wear panties to work as often as possible...

thong Thursday

 I've done a multitude of cam shows and training sessions over the years...

"Show me how much of a sissy fag gurl you really want to be, lucy."

 

My clitty is to be in chastity the majority of the time, until a Man allows it to be removed...

Always horny, never hard

A gurl's gotta keep clean shaven for her Men...

Landing strip left by Man's request

The wardrobe's gotta keep growing and growing...

Just a small selection of my panties...

And shoes...

Tops and a bottom...

All to dress like a bottom for a Top.

And of course, a gurl's gotta be prepared...

Warning:  items are larger than they appear.

For when the Man calls...I gotta go to work.

My purpose.